1 00:00:08,760 --> 00:00:09,760 Oh, Dorothy. 2 00:00:10,360 --> 00:00:12,120 Are you all right? I can't talk now. 3 00:00:17,180 --> 00:00:22,760 Brian told me you got a package for me from New York. Oh, sure do. 4 00:00:23,320 --> 00:00:24,680 And a big one for Laura. 5 00:00:26,720 --> 00:00:27,720 Ain't you going to open it? 6 00:00:34,540 --> 00:00:35,540 Dorothy. What is it? 7 00:00:43,660 --> 00:00:44,100 A 8 00:00:44,100 --> 00:00:51,900 book. 9 00:00:54,040 --> 00:00:56,000 Could you please stand for me, Dorothy? 10 00:00:58,320 --> 00:01:01,200 There you are. Oh, thank you so much. Dorothy, a book. 11 00:01:01,900 --> 00:01:03,740 I can't believe it. Neither can I. 12 00:01:05,519 --> 00:01:07,540 You know, I never thought anybody'd publish it. 13 00:01:07,760 --> 00:01:10,100 At first I thought, I'd never finish it. 14 00:01:10,520 --> 00:01:12,780 And then I thought, it isn't any good. 15 00:01:13,360 --> 00:01:16,520 And, well, here it is. 16 00:01:16,940 --> 00:01:17,960 Dorothy, a book. 17 00:01:18,720 --> 00:01:22,160 That's something people can hold in their hands and read and treasure. 18 00:01:23,280 --> 00:01:24,320 I'm just so impressed. 19 00:01:24,880 --> 00:01:27,160 Published by a fancy New York publisher, too. 20 00:01:27,480 --> 00:01:28,479 What's it about? 21 00:01:28,480 --> 00:01:33,940 This town and all my friends and how you all helped me and what it's like to 22 00:01:33,940 --> 00:01:34,940 live on the frontier. 23 00:01:35,360 --> 00:01:36,359 Am I in it? 24 00:01:36,360 --> 00:01:37,860 Oh, Michaela. 25 00:01:38,260 --> 00:01:39,500 Of course you are. 26 00:01:40,040 --> 00:01:43,000 Here. I want you to have one. No charge. 27 00:01:43,760 --> 00:01:47,340 Now you come and see me the minute that you finish it. I want to know what you 28 00:01:47,340 --> 00:01:48,700 think. What you really think. 29 00:01:48,940 --> 00:01:50,280 Thank you. I can't wait. 30 00:01:50,960 --> 00:01:54,860 Dorothy, I would be honored if you would inscribe this for me. 31 00:01:55,380 --> 00:01:56,860 Oh, of course, Reverend. 32 00:01:57,720 --> 00:01:59,340 Ain't she a wonder? 33 00:02:00,100 --> 00:02:02,140 Sits down and writes herself a book. 34 00:02:03,060 --> 00:02:04,320 Never gave me a hint. 35 00:02:05,360 --> 00:02:06,420 You kept the secret, too. 36 00:02:07,660 --> 00:02:08,919 Well, actually, she didn't tell me. 37 00:02:09,979 --> 00:02:11,200 Why, you two are best friends. 38 00:02:12,000 --> 00:02:13,500 I'm surprised she wouldn't have told you. 39 00:03:20,200 --> 00:03:25,480 From the day I walked into Colorado Springs, battered, confused, terrified, 40 00:03:25,480 --> 00:03:27,460 town helped me put my life back together. 41 00:03:27,920 --> 00:03:30,400 The folks here are strong and good -hearted. 42 00:03:30,820 --> 00:03:33,280 They've been my salvation and my inspiration. 43 00:03:34,300 --> 00:03:38,220 I dedicate this volume to them with my gratitude and love. 44 00:03:40,660 --> 00:03:43,060 You told the whole world that I was an ignorant drunk. 45 00:03:43,800 --> 00:03:48,300 I did not. It's right here in black and white, in a book from New York City. 46 00:03:48,780 --> 00:03:52,580 I wrote that you had the strength of character to control your drinking and 47 00:03:52,580 --> 00:03:54,700 learn to read as an adult, which certainly isn't easy. 48 00:03:54,980 --> 00:03:57,260 Oh, that's fine. I learned just so I could read this trash. 49 00:03:57,860 --> 00:03:58,860 Hey! 50 00:04:00,360 --> 00:04:03,680 Anybody reading that book is going to see how strong you are. 51 00:04:04,260 --> 00:04:06,540 Getting over what you did, getting elected mayor. 52 00:04:07,340 --> 00:04:09,800 I wrote about you because I admire that. 53 00:04:10,040 --> 00:04:11,040 That's not why you wrote this. 54 00:04:11,580 --> 00:04:12,940 What are you talking about? 55 00:04:13,160 --> 00:04:16,899 Revenge. You wanted to get back at me for the way things turned out between 56 00:04:29,340 --> 00:04:30,340 Dorothy. Hmm? 57 00:04:31,460 --> 00:04:36,340 I'm up to page 26, and there's something I've got to ask you. 58 00:04:36,620 --> 00:04:37,620 Of course, Lauren. 59 00:04:38,660 --> 00:04:39,660 Where am I? 60 00:04:41,260 --> 00:04:43,540 Oh, Lauren, you're in there. Just keep on reading. 61 00:04:49,120 --> 00:04:53,300 We were all so proud of the way Myra declared her independence and freed 62 00:04:53,300 --> 00:04:54,660 from a contract with Hank. 63 00:04:57,630 --> 00:05:01,210 out of my shoulder. He was scared. A perfect stranger. He just tipped his 64 00:05:01,530 --> 00:05:02,530 He smiled at me. 65 00:05:03,310 --> 00:05:04,310 What's wrong with that? 66 00:05:04,490 --> 00:05:05,490 He was reading that book. 67 00:05:06,010 --> 00:05:08,670 Oh, so everybody's reading Dorothy's book? I know. 68 00:05:08,910 --> 00:05:10,050 They're all looking at us. 69 00:05:11,130 --> 00:05:14,890 I don't see nobody looking at us. Why would they? Because she wrote about us. 70 00:05:14,890 --> 00:05:16,050 Now everybody's gonna know. 71 00:05:18,010 --> 00:05:19,010 Know what? 72 00:05:20,790 --> 00:05:22,910 Know that you were one of Hank's girls. 73 00:05:27,270 --> 00:05:31,250 There is not a soul that we care about that doesn't know about my past. 74 00:05:32,030 --> 00:05:35,530 Now, tell me what's really going on, boss. 75 00:05:36,830 --> 00:05:38,610 It's something about seeing it in a book. 76 00:05:38,850 --> 00:05:40,890 A book just ain't gossip. 77 00:05:41,390 --> 00:05:43,130 It sticks around a long time. 78 00:05:44,670 --> 00:05:46,330 Samantha can read it when she gets older. 79 00:05:50,650 --> 00:05:54,010 What gives Dorothy the right to print stuff about folks' lives? 80 00:05:54,510 --> 00:05:56,890 She's a reporter. She does it every day in the Gazette. It doesn't bother 81 00:05:56,890 --> 00:05:57,890 anyone. 82 00:05:58,090 --> 00:06:00,290 Besides, what harm can there be in telling the truth? 83 00:06:01,330 --> 00:06:03,010 Did you read that book, Dr. Knight? 84 00:06:03,790 --> 00:06:07,710 Well, I've been so busy today, I haven't had a spare moment, but I can't wait. 85 00:06:08,050 --> 00:06:09,830 See how you feel after you read it. 86 00:06:16,110 --> 00:06:18,950 Our most perfectly named citizen is Grace. 87 00:06:19,590 --> 00:06:23,750 She and her husband haven't been able to have children, but that hasn't daunted 88 00:06:23,750 --> 00:06:28,790 her. She's taken Myra and her baby under her wing, and they even tried to adopt 89 00:06:28,790 --> 00:06:29,790 an Indian orphan. 90 00:06:30,470 --> 00:06:32,270 That's the kind of woman she is. 91 00:06:32,870 --> 00:06:35,130 Even more graceful in difficulty. 92 00:06:37,090 --> 00:06:40,130 Grace, we're going to have this wood box finished by the end of the day. 93 00:06:40,390 --> 00:06:41,390 It'll be real nice. 94 00:06:44,510 --> 00:06:45,970 Thanks for giving me a hand. 95 00:06:47,550 --> 00:06:48,690 Is Grace all right? 96 00:06:50,530 --> 00:06:53,340 I don't know what's going on. I don't know. She's making mistakes. 97 00:06:53,540 --> 00:06:57,380 She's messing up orders. Grace, here's our food. I'd like to eat lunch before 98 00:06:57,380 --> 00:06:58,380 gets to supper time. 99 00:06:59,020 --> 00:07:00,020 Grace? 100 00:07:02,540 --> 00:07:03,560 What is it? You sick? 101 00:07:04,340 --> 00:07:05,500 Will you give them their place? 102 00:07:06,760 --> 00:07:07,760 Look at me, Grace. 103 00:07:08,840 --> 00:07:09,980 Look at me. 104 00:07:13,960 --> 00:07:14,960 Will you look at them? 105 00:07:15,980 --> 00:07:17,740 Talking about me. That's... 106 00:07:18,000 --> 00:07:20,860 All I am to people now are women who can't have children. 107 00:07:21,240 --> 00:07:22,600 How do you know? That's what they think. 108 00:07:22,820 --> 00:07:26,760 I bet they're talking about how good your food is. Nobody whispers about 109 00:07:26,880 --> 00:07:29,180 Crazy. These folks like you anyway. Anyway? 110 00:07:30,200 --> 00:07:32,200 I don't want them to like me anyway. 111 00:07:33,200 --> 00:07:36,500 I don't want them to pity me. 112 00:07:37,020 --> 00:07:41,680 I don't want the first thing that strangers know about me is that I'm not 113 00:07:41,680 --> 00:07:44,400 horrible. Shut up. Nobody thinks they're great. 114 00:07:45,720 --> 00:07:47,320 The food is getting cold. 115 00:07:53,840 --> 00:07:54,840 Here, finally. 116 00:07:55,340 --> 00:07:58,900 Lauren Bray, my brother -in -law, owns the general store. 117 00:07:59,280 --> 00:08:01,140 He was kind enough to put me up. 118 00:08:07,540 --> 00:08:10,440 Well, I'm sure there'll be more of me later. 119 00:08:11,140 --> 00:08:13,520 They always save the exciting stuff for the end. 120 00:08:14,240 --> 00:08:17,760 Better not to be mentioned at all than... Than what? 121 00:08:19,760 --> 00:08:22,300 Only with Dorothy hadn't written about me being a... 122 00:08:23,240 --> 00:08:24,240 Gambler. 123 00:08:25,900 --> 00:08:27,040 And the poker, Reverend? 124 00:08:27,360 --> 00:08:30,720 That's the point, Jake. Dorothy was showing how the Reverend cleaned himself 125 00:08:30,720 --> 00:08:31,720 and found the Lord. 126 00:08:32,580 --> 00:08:35,220 I only hope the people who don't know me see it that way. 127 00:08:35,539 --> 00:08:37,380 Those who do know you don't see it that way. 128 00:08:37,720 --> 00:08:39,820 You didn't quite come off as a saint, Hank. 129 00:08:40,880 --> 00:08:45,800 She writes about how you cheat your customers, water down your whiskey, keep 130 00:08:45,800 --> 00:08:47,900 prostitutes. My reputation stands. 131 00:08:48,400 --> 00:08:51,900 What I want to know is why does Spelly come off like the hero of a dime novel? 132 00:08:52,380 --> 00:08:55,120 I ain't never seen such a bigger bunch of crybabies. 133 00:08:55,560 --> 00:08:57,260 You're all mad because she wrote the truth. 134 00:08:58,480 --> 00:08:59,480 Right, Michaela? 135 00:09:00,680 --> 00:09:04,300 Dorothy's overcome so much herself. I think she means this book to be 136 00:09:04,300 --> 00:09:07,160 inspirational. I'm sure she didn't mean to offend anyone. 137 00:09:07,700 --> 00:09:08,700 You read it? 138 00:09:08,740 --> 00:09:11,840 I haven't had time yet, but I'm looking forward to reading it this afternoon. 139 00:09:12,320 --> 00:09:14,480 Where exactly are you going to be when you're reading it? 140 00:09:15,620 --> 00:09:17,100 In the clinic, I suppose. Why? 141 00:09:18,040 --> 00:09:20,260 Might want to steer clear of that part of town today, folk. 142 00:09:50,250 --> 00:09:51,350 May I speak to you, please? 143 00:09:54,590 --> 00:09:56,710 How could you? 144 00:09:57,170 --> 00:09:58,470 How could you put that in a book? 145 00:09:58,950 --> 00:10:01,350 What? That was private, Dorothy. 146 00:10:01,770 --> 00:10:02,870 What are you talking about? 147 00:10:03,350 --> 00:10:06,170 Me? Telling you about Sully, about our courtship? 148 00:10:07,250 --> 00:10:09,090 About how I'd never been with a man? 149 00:10:09,610 --> 00:10:12,950 That's nothing to be ashamed of. That's not the point. The point is that it was 150 00:10:12,950 --> 00:10:15,990 private, Dorothy. It was between you and me. It shows you lead an honorable 151 00:10:15,990 --> 00:10:19,650 life. Which is not what most people think of single women living out here. 152 00:10:19,970 --> 00:10:22,490 Dorothy, I am not a lesson for your readers. I have feelings. 153 00:10:23,670 --> 00:10:27,730 You knew how hard it was for me to talk about being afraid. 154 00:10:28,490 --> 00:10:30,850 You knew that you were the only person that I confided in. 155 00:10:31,290 --> 00:10:33,950 How could you put it in a book that anyone could read? 156 00:10:35,710 --> 00:10:37,010 Are these all the books you got left? 157 00:10:38,030 --> 00:10:39,130 How much did you buy them all? 158 00:10:39,890 --> 00:10:42,530 Everybody couldn't know about me and Jesse. 159 00:10:42,970 --> 00:10:43,970 On the cattle drive. 160 00:10:52,420 --> 00:10:56,440 You know how ruthless children can be. How could you put Colleen through that? 161 00:10:56,580 --> 00:10:59,140 Maybe you ought to read the whole book before you go flying off the handle. 162 00:10:59,400 --> 00:11:01,840 Isn't that what a friend would do before she made up her mind? But there are 163 00:11:01,840 --> 00:11:03,640 some things... Excuse me, I've got some writing to do. 164 00:11:04,560 --> 00:11:06,560 And I believe you've got some reading to do. 165 00:11:23,440 --> 00:11:24,440 Finish reading it? 166 00:11:24,640 --> 00:11:25,720 It only gets worse. 167 00:11:26,340 --> 00:11:27,420 It ain't that bad. 168 00:11:28,340 --> 00:11:30,060 Brian told her he misses his real ma. 169 00:11:31,480 --> 00:11:33,160 Why do I have to read about that in a book? 170 00:11:33,820 --> 00:11:36,340 I read that part. I thought she made it show what a good mother you are. 171 00:11:37,320 --> 00:11:39,040 Why does she have to write about it at all? 172 00:11:40,000 --> 00:11:43,380 You sure you're not more upset that Brian told her instead of you? 173 00:11:50,840 --> 00:11:52,480 I told Hummingbird for the report. 174 00:11:53,160 --> 00:11:55,020 I can't ever get close enough to draw one. 175 00:11:55,780 --> 00:11:56,980 We could build a bird feeder. 176 00:11:57,820 --> 00:11:58,579 Could we? 177 00:11:58,580 --> 00:12:00,560 Sure. What do they eat, Ma? 178 00:12:01,940 --> 00:12:04,160 Um, I'm not sure. Sugar water? 179 00:12:07,100 --> 00:12:09,380 Brian, if something was bothering you, you'd tell me, wouldn't you? 180 00:12:10,720 --> 00:12:11,720 Sure. 181 00:12:17,880 --> 00:12:20,480 The people we miss who've passed on like your Ma. 182 00:12:21,960 --> 00:12:24,720 People we love, they stay with us always. 183 00:12:26,140 --> 00:12:29,500 My father's still a part of me. He's influenced and loved with me every day. 184 00:12:31,100 --> 00:12:32,100 Do you understand? 185 00:12:34,820 --> 00:12:35,940 Can I be excused? 186 00:12:41,840 --> 00:12:43,740 Can I be excused too? May I? 187 00:12:45,140 --> 00:12:46,520 May I be excused? 188 00:12:47,080 --> 00:12:48,260 You've hardly eaten a thing. 189 00:12:50,890 --> 00:12:51,890 Are you feeling all right? 190 00:12:54,370 --> 00:12:57,890 If your friends are making fun of you because of the book, they'll tire of it 191 00:12:57,890 --> 00:12:58,890 soon. It's not that. 192 00:13:04,230 --> 00:13:09,350 For the last few days, I've been feeling kind of... What? 193 00:13:10,630 --> 00:13:17,610 I don't know. I got this headache and... Can I... May I be 194 00:13:17,610 --> 00:13:18,610 excused? 195 00:13:28,970 --> 00:13:30,790 Trust is the foundation of any relationship. 196 00:13:31,650 --> 00:13:35,910 I know that some of you may have learned something new about me these past few 197 00:13:35,910 --> 00:13:40,630 days, about who I was before I joined the church. 198 00:13:42,250 --> 00:13:44,510 But I want you to know that you can trust me. 199 00:13:46,710 --> 00:13:51,550 The relationship between a minister and his congregation is like the 200 00:13:51,550 --> 00:13:56,790 relationship between a doctor and patient, or close friendship. 201 00:13:58,960 --> 00:13:59,960 It's private. 202 00:14:01,940 --> 00:14:06,220 If you want to tell me anything, it's just between us. 203 00:14:11,840 --> 00:14:13,380 Thank you. 204 00:14:13,900 --> 00:14:14,900 Reverend? 205 00:14:18,860 --> 00:14:19,860 Jake? 206 00:14:24,840 --> 00:14:27,640 You didn't bring in the text for the ad you're placing in the cassette. 207 00:14:28,490 --> 00:14:29,490 It changed my mind. 208 00:14:37,550 --> 00:14:38,550 Grace, 209 00:14:44,310 --> 00:14:46,450 I baked a pie for the picnic. 210 00:14:47,050 --> 00:14:50,670 I know it can't compare to yours, but I didn't want to show up empty -handed. 211 00:14:51,550 --> 00:14:52,790 Well, we're not going. 212 00:14:54,470 --> 00:14:56,130 Robert E. is feeling poorly. 213 00:14:57,480 --> 00:14:58,480 You understand. 214 00:15:04,160 --> 00:15:05,200 Ain't you gonna do something? 215 00:15:06,440 --> 00:15:07,440 What can I do? 216 00:15:14,280 --> 00:15:15,280 Dorothy. 217 00:15:20,260 --> 00:15:23,780 I was real happy you wrote about how I gambled away the town's money. 218 00:15:25,060 --> 00:15:26,680 And even Ingrid's engagement ring. 219 00:15:28,480 --> 00:15:29,620 Then I figured it out. 220 00:15:30,680 --> 00:15:32,620 He showed how to help me make something of myself. 221 00:15:35,120 --> 00:15:37,180 The fact is I'm honored to be in the book. 222 00:15:39,060 --> 00:15:40,100 Thank you, Matthew. 223 00:15:42,220 --> 00:15:45,540 And I'd be honored if you'd allow me to escort you into town. 224 00:16:10,350 --> 00:16:11,350 Neither can I. 225 00:16:11,710 --> 00:16:13,490 Horace, oh, my goodness. 226 00:16:13,950 --> 00:16:18,630 Oh, my goodness. The publisher says that the book is doing so well that he wants 227 00:16:18,630 --> 00:16:19,670 me to write another book. 228 00:16:20,390 --> 00:16:22,350 Dorothy, that's wonderful. 229 00:16:22,650 --> 00:16:24,130 I hope it ain't about us. 230 00:16:24,950 --> 00:16:25,950 Horace. 231 00:16:28,150 --> 00:16:34,950 Horace, if I've offended you, I'm sorry, but I honestly don't know why. 232 00:16:35,910 --> 00:16:38,630 There isn't a word in that book that isn't the truth. 233 00:16:41,160 --> 00:16:42,840 I thought everybody would like my book. 234 00:16:44,620 --> 00:16:45,620 I liked it. 235 00:16:46,420 --> 00:16:48,640 I read it straight through. I couldn't put it down. 236 00:16:49,880 --> 00:16:51,440 I was hoping you'd sign it for me. 237 00:16:54,740 --> 00:16:55,740 Here. 238 00:16:58,260 --> 00:17:02,400 In fact, a friend of mine is the editor of the Denver Post. 239 00:17:03,060 --> 00:17:06,060 I was going to wire him and suggest that he send a journalist down here to 240 00:17:06,060 --> 00:17:07,680 interview you. With your approval. 241 00:17:08,440 --> 00:17:09,440 Interview? 242 00:17:10,890 --> 00:17:11,890 That would be wonderful. 243 00:17:12,270 --> 00:17:13,470 Oh, it's your book that's wonderful. 244 00:17:14,150 --> 00:17:16,310 And it's going to do wonderful things for this town. 245 00:17:33,550 --> 00:17:34,550 She gone? 246 00:17:36,230 --> 00:17:38,870 Yeah. I can't believe you're still reading that sprash. 247 00:17:39,170 --> 00:17:40,170 Just double -checking. 248 00:17:40,700 --> 00:17:42,020 Here she's giving an interview. 249 00:17:42,800 --> 00:17:44,740 Gotta tell the whole world I'm a fool. 250 00:17:44,980 --> 00:17:46,920 Well, at least you're a fool. 251 00:17:47,220 --> 00:17:48,159 Beg your pardon? 252 00:17:48,160 --> 00:17:49,200 I'm just a bore. 253 00:17:50,040 --> 00:17:52,860 According to this book, all I do is dust. 254 00:17:53,820 --> 00:17:54,820 That is all you do. 255 00:17:56,780 --> 00:17:59,020 Well, she don't have to write about it. 256 00:17:59,820 --> 00:18:01,700 Besides, I got more than that. 257 00:18:02,360 --> 00:18:04,100 Remember, I was going to Bolivia. 258 00:18:04,700 --> 00:18:05,700 But you didn't go. 259 00:18:05,920 --> 00:18:09,060 But I was planning to. And you didn't. But it was important to me. 260 00:18:09,390 --> 00:18:10,750 She knew it was important to me. 261 00:18:11,850 --> 00:18:13,330 Think what it tells you about a man. 262 00:18:13,570 --> 00:18:16,670 A man who plans to make a trip like that. 263 00:18:16,950 --> 00:18:19,170 Then doesn't go? You really want that in the book? 264 00:18:21,270 --> 00:18:22,270 Hello, Jake. 265 00:18:25,050 --> 00:18:26,050 Gotta go, Lon. 266 00:18:38,390 --> 00:18:39,390 Dorothy. 267 00:18:40,650 --> 00:18:41,650 Yes, Lauren. 268 00:18:45,690 --> 00:18:48,830 You know, there ain't much about me in that book of yours. 269 00:18:50,370 --> 00:18:52,170 Some people would be happy about that. 270 00:18:54,030 --> 00:19:01,010 Do you really think I'm so... I mean, it's just that everything you got me 271 00:19:01,010 --> 00:19:04,930 is so... not exactly fascinating. 272 00:19:05,920 --> 00:19:08,320 Oh, Laura, not everyone has to be fascinating. 273 00:19:09,540 --> 00:19:15,000 Still, it's hard to work up much excitement for somebody who never does 274 00:19:18,740 --> 00:19:19,740 I know. 275 00:19:20,720 --> 00:19:23,540 I'm not sure excitement's all that it's made out to be. 276 00:19:29,300 --> 00:19:32,320 Okay, folks, clear of the wave. That's right, just over that way just a bit. 277 00:19:32,420 --> 00:19:33,960 Just a bit, just step back just a bit. 278 00:19:34,400 --> 00:19:36,040 Okay, stay there. 279 00:19:36,740 --> 00:19:39,540 All right, now make sure you get as much of the bank in the background as you 280 00:19:39,540 --> 00:19:40,459 can. 281 00:19:40,460 --> 00:19:43,460 Mrs. Jennings, why do you think your book is so popular? 282 00:19:43,840 --> 00:19:49,700 Oh, I can't say for sure. Maybe it's because it's about real people in the 283 00:19:50,400 --> 00:19:52,640 Maybe that's why it's exciting to city folk. 284 00:19:53,140 --> 00:19:54,500 Hold still for the photograph, please. 285 00:19:58,500 --> 00:20:01,580 You know, there's no question that city people are just fascinated with life out 286 00:20:01,580 --> 00:20:04,120 here. And her book makes the West appealing. 287 00:20:04,880 --> 00:20:05,880 That's right. 288 00:20:06,080 --> 00:20:08,280 And this is just the kind of town they want to come and visit. 289 00:20:09,580 --> 00:20:11,800 And who knows, perhaps even settle down in. 290 00:20:14,680 --> 00:20:18,000 Dorothy, I'm going to make sure every paper in this country knows about your 291 00:20:18,000 --> 00:20:19,000 book. 292 00:20:19,300 --> 00:20:22,640 It's about the best piece of civic promotion Colorado Springs could ask 293 00:20:23,380 --> 00:20:24,380 You can move now. 294 00:20:25,080 --> 00:20:26,080 Oh, 295 00:20:27,180 --> 00:20:28,180 Michaela. 296 00:20:28,820 --> 00:20:29,820 Michaela. 297 00:20:31,880 --> 00:20:33,740 This gentleman is from the Denver Post. 298 00:20:35,060 --> 00:20:38,660 I think you should be a part of his article. You're so important to this 299 00:20:38,660 --> 00:20:39,940 and to me. 300 00:20:41,100 --> 00:20:42,100 This is Dr. 301 00:20:42,280 --> 00:20:43,400 Quinn. Dr. 302 00:20:44,020 --> 00:20:45,020 Michaela Quinn? 303 00:20:45,080 --> 00:20:46,080 From your book? 304 00:20:46,120 --> 00:20:49,560 Yes. I know our readers would love to know more about you. 305 00:20:50,600 --> 00:20:52,140 Excuse me, but I have patients to see. 306 00:20:55,920 --> 00:20:57,400 She is very busy. 307 00:20:58,120 --> 00:21:00,020 Would you excuse me a minute? I'll be right back. 308 00:21:01,320 --> 00:21:02,320 I told you about the clock. 309 00:21:11,240 --> 00:21:18,180 Yes, I can see you've got lots of patients waiting. Dorothy, I told you 310 00:21:18,180 --> 00:21:20,920 the other day how important my privacy is to me, and now you try to get me into 311 00:21:20,920 --> 00:21:21,739 the newspaper? 312 00:21:21,740 --> 00:21:24,280 I was trying to be nice. I thought you'd be excited. 313 00:21:24,560 --> 00:21:26,180 It seems we hardly know each other anymore. 314 00:21:26,780 --> 00:21:28,320 How can you not understand? 315 00:21:29,160 --> 00:21:31,320 Kayla, I am... trying to understand. 316 00:21:31,780 --> 00:21:35,580 Why are you so upset about this? Not everyone likes to be the center of 317 00:21:35,580 --> 00:21:36,580 attention, darling. 318 00:21:36,820 --> 00:21:38,460 What's wrong with a little attention? 319 00:21:39,000 --> 00:21:43,500 If you were to substitute your name for mine in your book, or Grace's, or 320 00:21:43,500 --> 00:21:46,140 Colleen's, think about how you'd feel. 321 00:21:46,920 --> 00:21:51,540 I wrote things about myself that were personal, about my husband, how he beat 322 00:21:51,540 --> 00:21:54,680 me. But you chose to. I didn't have a choice. You didn't give me one. 323 00:21:55,020 --> 00:21:57,340 You had no right. I do. 324 00:21:57,560 --> 00:21:58,820 I do have a right. 325 00:22:00,010 --> 00:22:02,370 You yourself always told me I've got a duty to tell the truth. 326 00:22:03,290 --> 00:22:07,510 You've got your doctrine to make yourself feel worthwhile. Well, now I've 327 00:22:07,510 --> 00:22:08,510 book. 328 00:22:09,130 --> 00:22:11,790 Standing outside that door is the best thing that ever happened to me. 329 00:22:13,270 --> 00:22:18,170 And I wanted my friend, my best friend, to be a part of it, to be happy for me. 330 00:22:21,550 --> 00:22:24,210 Medical school and then practicing with my father. 331 00:22:26,230 --> 00:22:28,010 People have always talked about me. 332 00:22:28,939 --> 00:22:30,020 Mostly behind my back. 333 00:22:31,100 --> 00:22:32,740 It wasn't any better coming out here. 334 00:22:33,660 --> 00:22:35,320 Somehow I've always been on display. 335 00:22:36,280 --> 00:22:38,080 And it's the price I pay, I know that. 336 00:22:39,500 --> 00:22:41,700 But there are some things that I need to keep from me. 337 00:22:42,760 --> 00:22:46,940 It's at the center of who I am, and if you can't understand that... What? 338 00:22:49,220 --> 00:22:51,460 I don't know how to be with you anymore. 339 00:22:52,380 --> 00:22:54,820 Every time I open my mouth, I'm afraid you're going to write about it. 340 00:22:55,660 --> 00:22:56,920 I'm afraid this very minute. 341 00:22:59,150 --> 00:23:00,710 How can we be friends if I can't trust you? 342 00:23:01,430 --> 00:23:03,250 What do you want me to do, stop writing? 343 00:23:13,190 --> 00:23:14,190 You're right. 344 00:23:16,410 --> 00:23:17,410 We can't be friends. 345 00:23:20,410 --> 00:23:22,210 I realize now we never really were. 346 00:23:34,540 --> 00:23:36,560 It may be a little late. I'm going to the quilting circle. 347 00:23:39,540 --> 00:23:40,540 You all right? 348 00:23:44,940 --> 00:23:47,320 I think I'll pick up Colleen from school instead. 349 00:23:47,580 --> 00:23:48,800 I've been meaning to talk to her. 350 00:23:49,180 --> 00:23:50,640 Is that why you're not going to the quilting circle? 351 00:23:51,520 --> 00:23:52,780 Or is it because Dorothy might be? 352 00:23:54,320 --> 00:23:56,480 You've been miserable since the two of you stopped talking. 353 00:23:56,920 --> 00:23:59,120 Well, how can I be friends with her if I can't trust her? 354 00:23:59,400 --> 00:24:00,620 You didn't agree about something. 355 00:24:00,980 --> 00:24:02,360 That's no reason to lose a friend. 356 00:24:05,840 --> 00:24:08,100 Sully, how did this turn into a fight between us? 357 00:24:10,260 --> 00:24:13,520 I guess I was hoping that you'd just try harder to work things out with people 358 00:24:13,520 --> 00:24:14,520 that matter to you. 359 00:24:15,100 --> 00:24:16,180 You're right, but it's hard. 360 00:24:17,240 --> 00:24:19,280 And I'd appreciate your help instead of your criticism. 361 00:24:19,820 --> 00:24:22,320 I'm not going to help you make Dorothy not matter to you. 362 00:24:50,830 --> 00:24:51,830 Don't have that headache? 363 00:24:52,950 --> 00:24:53,950 What about your appetite? 364 00:24:56,270 --> 00:24:58,790 Colleen, please, if you're upset about the book, perhaps there's something I 365 00:24:58,790 --> 00:24:59,749 do to help. 366 00:24:59,750 --> 00:25:02,730 But if there's something wrong with you physically, you have to tell me. 367 00:25:03,990 --> 00:25:09,350 It's just... For the past week or so, I haven't... Are you in pain? 368 00:25:10,090 --> 00:25:11,090 It's so embarrassing. 369 00:25:11,970 --> 00:25:14,430 You've always been able to talk. You know you can tell me anything. 370 00:25:14,890 --> 00:25:16,190 And then you go tell everybody. 371 00:25:16,810 --> 00:25:18,590 Just like you told Dorothy about me and Jesse. 372 00:25:35,470 --> 00:25:36,470 Sorry I'm late. 373 00:25:37,150 --> 00:25:38,950 I'm afraid I left my clothing supplies at home. 374 00:25:40,710 --> 00:25:42,010 It's all right. I've got it. 375 00:25:45,770 --> 00:25:46,770 Grace, 376 00:25:52,010 --> 00:25:53,530 I'm trying to pick Samantha. 377 00:25:53,990 --> 00:25:55,990 I'm just trying to get this. 378 00:25:56,370 --> 00:26:00,030 Please, you've got to try with her. Here you go. Grace, you know how much you 379 00:26:00,030 --> 00:26:01,030 love her. 380 00:26:05,100 --> 00:26:06,100 But I tell you, 381 00:26:06,860 --> 00:26:07,940 you've got the touch. 382 00:26:11,880 --> 00:26:12,880 Afternoon, ladies. 383 00:26:13,060 --> 00:26:14,780 What a lovely gathering. 384 00:26:15,520 --> 00:26:18,880 Just the scene perfect for a mortalization in Collier's magazine. 385 00:26:20,900 --> 00:26:23,860 Collier's? They're sending their best reporter to interview you. 386 00:26:24,320 --> 00:26:25,780 Old Harvard chum of mine. 387 00:26:26,060 --> 00:26:27,680 Oh, Collier's. 388 00:26:28,580 --> 00:26:31,260 Oh, I always used to sit at home and read and... 389 00:26:31,580 --> 00:26:33,500 wonder over the people in that magazine. 390 00:26:33,760 --> 00:26:38,940 Well, now they'll be sitting at home reading and wondering over you. And our 391 00:26:38,940 --> 00:26:39,940 beautiful town. 392 00:26:55,020 --> 00:26:57,160 You, uh, all right, Dorothy? 393 00:26:57,660 --> 00:26:58,980 I am. I should not be. 394 00:26:59,660 --> 00:27:00,880 You're getting a late start. 395 00:27:01,220 --> 00:27:03,280 Just a little tired. Don't make such a fuss. 396 00:27:04,740 --> 00:27:08,560 I, uh, got in some of that peppermint tea you like. 397 00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:10,860 Well, maybe later. 398 00:27:13,320 --> 00:27:16,700 You know, folks have been asking about the Gazette. 399 00:27:17,180 --> 00:27:18,760 It ain't like you to be late. 400 00:27:20,100 --> 00:27:24,840 Oh, Lauren, I don't know. I just... I can't seem to figure... 401 00:27:24,840 --> 00:27:28,740 I never meant to hurt anybody. 402 00:27:30,790 --> 00:27:32,730 Don't you worry about hurting my feelings. 403 00:27:34,270 --> 00:27:36,810 I'm like a stick of old furniture you forget. 404 00:27:37,630 --> 00:27:38,630 I'm used to it. 405 00:27:39,810 --> 00:27:42,310 Lauren, you got any more copies of our bestseller? 406 00:27:42,610 --> 00:27:44,610 No, all sold out. 407 00:27:45,030 --> 00:27:48,150 Well, I need some copies to send to people who are interested in investing 408 00:27:48,150 --> 00:27:49,150 our fair city. 409 00:27:49,570 --> 00:27:50,570 When are you going to get some more? 410 00:27:50,790 --> 00:27:53,730 Well, I may not be ordering any more. 411 00:27:54,790 --> 00:27:55,790 Why on earth not? 412 00:27:56,330 --> 00:27:59,030 It's not like you not to stock a product that's so popular. 413 00:28:00,800 --> 00:28:01,800 Dorothy? 414 00:28:01,920 --> 00:28:02,960 Just a little tired. 415 00:28:09,100 --> 00:28:10,580 Make some sugar and water up. 416 00:28:11,160 --> 00:28:13,040 You're going to be fighting those hummingbirds off. 417 00:28:16,840 --> 00:28:17,840 Hey, Brian. 418 00:28:17,940 --> 00:28:19,180 Is there something you want to talk about? 419 00:28:23,240 --> 00:28:24,800 It's all right if you don't want to talk about it. 420 00:28:27,500 --> 00:28:28,500 It is? 421 00:28:31,180 --> 00:28:37,340 But you know, sometimes when you don't talk about things, they rattle around in 422 00:28:37,340 --> 00:28:40,100 your head and seem bigger than it really is. 423 00:28:41,960 --> 00:28:43,780 Sometimes it's best just to let it out. 424 00:28:45,240 --> 00:28:49,020 Even, well, maybe make somebody mad? 425 00:28:50,640 --> 00:28:51,640 You mean like your ma? 426 00:28:55,360 --> 00:29:00,440 I'm just learning my way around this myself, but it seems that... 427 00:29:01,870 --> 00:29:05,930 When you don't talk to her, it's worse than anything you could ever say. 428 00:29:16,050 --> 00:29:17,450 She never gets out of bed. 429 00:29:18,410 --> 00:29:19,650 She's not eating anything. 430 00:29:19,950 --> 00:29:21,310 And it's been days now. 431 00:29:21,570 --> 00:29:23,210 Did she ask you to come for me? No. 432 00:29:23,650 --> 00:29:24,910 She doesn't know I'm here. 433 00:29:25,610 --> 00:29:27,030 But she's got to be sick. 434 00:29:27,590 --> 00:29:29,630 She even missed putting out the Gazette. 435 00:29:29,890 --> 00:29:31,090 That's never happened before. 436 00:29:32,719 --> 00:29:34,060 I'll get my bag. I'll be right over. 437 00:29:44,880 --> 00:29:50,940 Come in. 438 00:29:54,720 --> 00:29:55,720 Lauren said you were ill. 439 00:29:57,640 --> 00:29:58,640 Oh. 440 00:30:06,860 --> 00:30:07,860 I can't seem to sleep. 441 00:30:09,160 --> 00:30:10,160 Any appetite? 442 00:30:11,280 --> 00:30:12,280 Any pain? 443 00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:14,560 I'm sure it's nothing. 444 00:30:15,880 --> 00:30:17,400 Well, I think I should examine you anyway. 445 00:30:19,880 --> 00:30:20,880 May I feel your throat? 446 00:30:21,400 --> 00:30:22,560 You don't have to. 447 00:30:24,080 --> 00:30:25,160 I think it would be wise. 448 00:30:37,950 --> 00:30:39,210 Well, you don't seem to have a fever. 449 00:30:45,470 --> 00:30:47,590 I'm sorry. Did I hurt you? 450 00:30:56,990 --> 00:30:58,270 Everything appears to be normal. 451 00:31:06,650 --> 00:31:07,650 It's the book. 452 00:31:13,280 --> 00:31:14,560 That's why I haven't been able to sleep. 453 00:31:16,280 --> 00:31:22,020 I had no idea things would turn out like this. I keep going over and over it in 454 00:31:22,020 --> 00:31:23,020 my mind. 455 00:31:25,080 --> 00:31:27,200 Do you want me to give you something to help you sleep? 456 00:31:30,160 --> 00:31:33,320 What I want, Michaela, is for things to be the way they were. 457 00:31:43,080 --> 00:31:47,720 So I've been thinking that maybe the best medicine is to stop writing. 458 00:31:50,740 --> 00:31:53,240 So that's what I'm going to do. 459 00:32:15,080 --> 00:32:16,080 Can't sleep? 460 00:32:18,240 --> 00:32:19,680 Your head never gets so full. 461 00:32:20,660 --> 00:32:21,760 Feels like it's going to bust. 462 00:32:23,920 --> 00:32:25,700 Well, that's why I couldn't sleep either. 463 00:32:26,920 --> 00:32:27,920 Dr. Wormwood? 464 00:32:37,580 --> 00:32:38,880 Yes, you read in that book. 465 00:32:39,280 --> 00:32:40,420 I told Miss Dorothy. 466 00:32:43,400 --> 00:32:47,620 I was scared. I told you I missed Ma. 467 00:32:49,540 --> 00:32:50,800 It hurts your feelings. 468 00:32:54,640 --> 00:32:56,160 That's very thoughtful of you, Brian. 469 00:32:58,060 --> 00:32:59,600 I don't mean I don't love you. 470 00:33:01,540 --> 00:33:02,540 It's just different. 471 00:33:04,280 --> 00:33:05,280 You're right, Brian. 472 00:33:06,060 --> 00:33:08,540 There are different kinds of love, too many for one little word. 473 00:33:09,840 --> 00:33:13,360 I think the best kind is feeling safe with people. 474 00:33:14,220 --> 00:33:17,840 Knowing you can confide in them and you'll still love each other. 475 00:33:20,480 --> 00:33:21,760 How do I feel with you? 476 00:33:23,300 --> 00:33:24,300 Me too. 477 00:33:27,340 --> 00:33:28,299 Good night, Mom. 478 00:33:28,300 --> 00:33:29,300 Good night. 479 00:33:37,820 --> 00:33:38,820 Thank you. 480 00:34:05,740 --> 00:34:06,880 How is the Gazette coming? 481 00:34:08,380 --> 00:34:09,659 I'm finished with the Gazette. 482 00:34:11,199 --> 00:34:14,960 And I've written my publisher to tell him I'm not going to write the other 483 00:34:15,560 --> 00:34:16,560 What? 484 00:34:16,840 --> 00:34:17,840 Why not? 485 00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:21,260 The people I wrote about are mad at me for what I wrote. 486 00:34:21,960 --> 00:34:26,699 And you're mad at me because I didn't write enough. And even if I had, you'd 487 00:34:26,699 --> 00:34:27,780 mad at me for what I wrote. 488 00:34:28,980 --> 00:34:29,980 There's just no winning. 489 00:34:32,159 --> 00:34:34,679 But the Gazette, folks... 490 00:34:34,940 --> 00:34:37,239 Count on it. We can find somebody else. 491 00:34:38,679 --> 00:34:39,679 Dorothy. Lauren. 492 00:34:40,500 --> 00:34:41,739 I've made up my mind. 493 00:34:45,880 --> 00:34:47,659 My friends are just too important. 494 00:34:51,260 --> 00:34:53,260 You know, Horace, you were right. 495 00:34:53,639 --> 00:34:56,239 What? Dorothy doesn't tell everything right. 496 00:34:56,560 --> 00:35:02,140 She says I freed myself from my contract with Hank, but I didn't do it all by 497 00:35:02,140 --> 00:35:03,140 myself. 498 00:35:03,630 --> 00:35:04,630 You helped me. 499 00:35:04,890 --> 00:35:05,930 I didn't do anything. 500 00:35:06,330 --> 00:35:08,450 I just stood by and watched. 501 00:35:08,830 --> 00:35:09,609 You did. 502 00:35:09,610 --> 00:35:10,610 Just right. 503 00:35:10,710 --> 00:35:12,070 You stood by me. 504 00:35:12,310 --> 00:35:16,530 Do you think I would have had the guts to rip out that contract if I didn't 505 00:35:16,530 --> 00:35:19,050 you? I should have done it for you. 506 00:35:19,510 --> 00:35:22,650 A real man would have found a way to pay it off. Just because you didn't have 507 00:35:22,650 --> 00:35:27,050 the money and you didn't fight Hank, that doesn't mean you're not a real man. 508 00:35:33,870 --> 00:35:35,550 Dorothy, Horace and I need to thank you. 509 00:35:36,010 --> 00:35:37,110 You've done us a favor. 510 00:35:37,390 --> 00:35:38,390 She did? 511 00:35:38,570 --> 00:35:41,930 Your bookie brought out something in the open that we need to set straight. 512 00:35:42,810 --> 00:35:44,930 I don't know what we would have done if we hadn't read it. 513 00:35:45,930 --> 00:35:46,930 She's right. 514 00:35:47,750 --> 00:35:48,750 Thank you, Dorothy. 515 00:35:51,010 --> 00:35:52,010 I'm glad. 516 00:35:53,270 --> 00:35:54,950 You want me to post that letter? 517 00:35:57,570 --> 00:35:58,570 Yes, please. 518 00:36:12,750 --> 00:36:14,790 Robert E., I've never seen the cafe so busy. 519 00:36:15,430 --> 00:36:19,310 Ever since that book came out, all these new folks want to try Grayson's food. 520 00:36:19,630 --> 00:36:21,290 It's Avila Hospitality, I imagine. 521 00:36:21,710 --> 00:36:24,410 I was looking forward to some of her side of myself and saying hello. 522 00:36:24,690 --> 00:36:28,050 Well, now is not a good time. She's not in a talking mood. 523 00:36:28,490 --> 00:36:29,970 Rope me in to serve enough. 524 00:36:30,230 --> 00:36:31,069 Robert E. 525 00:36:31,070 --> 00:36:36,010 Hold your horses. Here's your meatloaf. I ordered pot roast. 526 00:36:36,250 --> 00:36:38,970 No, you didn't. I don't know what I ordered. Does that look like pot roast? 527 00:36:40,350 --> 00:36:41,610 This is not what I do. 528 00:36:42,190 --> 00:36:43,370 Well, it's good of you to pitch in. 529 00:36:43,570 --> 00:36:44,570 Pitch in? 530 00:36:44,810 --> 00:36:47,890 Now, if I wasn't here, the food would just sit back there. She don't want to 531 00:36:47,890 --> 00:36:49,530 anybody. Sully told me. 532 00:36:50,250 --> 00:36:51,310 She's still feeling poorly? 533 00:36:51,650 --> 00:36:53,830 No, I'm feeling poorly. She's being ornery. 534 00:37:07,340 --> 00:37:11,520 This is your cafe. I got a business in my home. Robert E., you know how busy... 535 00:37:11,520 --> 00:37:13,240 Well, why do you think you're so busy? 536 00:37:15,420 --> 00:37:19,960 Because you are a great cook and a good, gracious woman, just like Dorothy 537 00:37:19,960 --> 00:37:23,340 wrote. She also wrote that... You think that matters to these folks? 538 00:37:26,580 --> 00:37:28,480 Come on, sugar, look at them. 539 00:37:29,700 --> 00:37:32,540 They're here because of who you are, not who you're not. 540 00:37:47,690 --> 00:37:50,190 the only woman in this town who's married to me. 541 00:37:56,030 --> 00:38:02,750 And you're the only man in town lucky enough to be married to 542 00:38:02,750 --> 00:38:03,750 me. 543 00:38:04,110 --> 00:38:05,270 That's the truth. 544 00:38:12,170 --> 00:38:14,810 I'm sorry, Dr. Mike. I seem to be all out. 545 00:38:15,470 --> 00:38:16,850 You can't argue with popularity. 546 00:38:18,330 --> 00:38:19,330 No. 547 00:38:20,150 --> 00:38:21,390 Guess you can't. 548 00:38:22,870 --> 00:38:25,330 It's funny how we see ourselves. 549 00:38:26,270 --> 00:38:29,550 It sometimes blinds us to the way other folks see us. 550 00:38:51,530 --> 00:38:52,770 Let's go check the bird feeder. 551 00:38:53,770 --> 00:39:00,570 But we already... Colleen, I owe you an apology. 552 00:39:02,510 --> 00:39:05,310 I shouldn't have spoken to Dorothy about you. I was wrong. 553 00:39:08,490 --> 00:39:09,490 Will you forgive me? 554 00:39:11,070 --> 00:39:12,310 Are you going to forgive Dorothy? 555 00:39:12,550 --> 00:39:14,530 Well, that's between Dorothy and me. 556 00:39:15,610 --> 00:39:17,890 Just as anything you'd say to me would be between us. 557 00:39:18,790 --> 00:39:19,790 I promise. 558 00:39:23,890 --> 00:39:24,890 All right. 559 00:39:28,290 --> 00:39:29,290 Ma? 560 00:39:31,210 --> 00:39:32,290 I'm late for my monthly. 561 00:39:33,550 --> 00:39:37,450 I didn't tell you because I read it means you can't be. 562 00:39:39,330 --> 00:39:40,430 But I haven't done anything. 563 00:39:41,030 --> 00:39:42,930 Colleen. And then I got this headache. 564 00:39:43,390 --> 00:39:46,790 Colleen, women can be late for lots of reasons that are nothing to worry about. 565 00:39:47,650 --> 00:39:48,650 Especially young women. 566 00:39:49,410 --> 00:39:50,990 It happened to me when I was your age. 567 00:39:51,850 --> 00:39:55,710 I know it can be frightening, but it doesn't mean there's anything wrong. 568 00:39:58,230 --> 00:39:59,290 Then what makes it happen? 569 00:40:01,450 --> 00:40:02,670 Often, being upset. 570 00:40:03,910 --> 00:40:06,670 The way you felt about the book could have made you upset in the first place, 571 00:40:06,690 --> 00:40:08,810 and then worrying about it could have made it worse. 572 00:40:09,330 --> 00:40:11,170 But what about the headaches and not being hungry? 573 00:40:11,750 --> 00:40:14,770 And the sleeplessness? All of that could have been caused by just being upset. 574 00:40:15,250 --> 00:40:16,970 Worrying about a book could make all that happen. 575 00:40:19,810 --> 00:40:20,810 Then what? 576 00:40:29,130 --> 00:40:33,390 Writing's like putting a message in a bottle and tossing it out into the 577 00:40:33,570 --> 00:40:35,250 You don't know where it's going to end up. 578 00:40:36,010 --> 00:40:40,910 But when somebody picks it up and it has meaning for them, there's nothing like 579 00:40:40,910 --> 00:40:41,910 that feeling. 580 00:40:42,750 --> 00:40:43,890 It's very powerful. 581 00:40:46,490 --> 00:40:48,150 I didn't know how powerful. 582 00:40:49,190 --> 00:40:52,490 All your friends must be very excited at the prospect of being read about all 583 00:40:52,490 --> 00:40:53,490 over the country. 584 00:40:55,010 --> 00:40:56,210 I wanted them to be. 585 00:40:58,280 --> 00:41:04,300 I wanted so much to please them, to give them back something for all they've 586 00:41:04,300 --> 00:41:05,300 given me. 587 00:41:06,040 --> 00:41:07,360 What's your next book going to be about? 588 00:41:07,800 --> 00:41:09,720 Any chance of getting a scoop for Collier's? 589 00:41:13,040 --> 00:41:15,380 I can't tell you how flattering that is. 590 00:41:17,540 --> 00:41:19,240 But there's not going to be a next book. 591 00:41:20,600 --> 00:41:26,160 I never counted on folks... on friends... 592 00:41:26,160 --> 00:41:28,020 getting... hurt. 593 00:41:31,260 --> 00:41:34,520 And that was my fault. I didn't think things through like I should have. 594 00:41:36,240 --> 00:41:40,980 So, I've decided there are other ways to live my life besides sitting inside 595 00:41:40,980 --> 00:41:41,980 holding a pen. 596 00:41:42,220 --> 00:41:45,180 Find time to come to your senses after the damage is done. 597 00:41:47,280 --> 00:41:48,540 So you didn't like the book? 598 00:41:49,380 --> 00:41:52,840 I never thought I'd live to see the day people got paid for writing half -baked 599 00:41:52,840 --> 00:41:53,840 gossip. 600 00:41:57,470 --> 00:41:58,910 Some things ought to stay private. 601 00:41:59,810 --> 00:42:01,070 I used to think that as well. 602 00:42:02,670 --> 00:42:06,630 But I've come to realize that many things do the most harm when they're 603 00:42:08,170 --> 00:42:10,090 There's a difference between gossip and communication. 604 00:42:11,550 --> 00:42:16,470 Dorothy's book has taught us how to talk about things, to look at things 605 00:42:16,470 --> 00:42:17,470 honestly. 606 00:42:18,450 --> 00:42:22,430 She's done a lot of good, at least for me and my family. 607 00:42:26,640 --> 00:42:28,140 She's done a lot of good for us all. 608 00:42:33,780 --> 00:42:34,780 It's in the hot spring. 609 00:42:36,180 --> 00:42:37,180 Fine, it's in the west. 610 00:42:38,120 --> 00:42:40,100 Maybe the train can even pick it up from Denver. 611 00:42:56,490 --> 00:42:58,530 from you. You can't stop writing, Dorothy. 612 00:42:59,630 --> 00:43:01,070 You're a writer. That's who you are. 613 00:43:02,010 --> 00:43:04,150 I know that as surely as I know that I'm a doctor. 614 00:43:05,310 --> 00:43:10,730 When I had my cancer, I asked you not to tell it so, and you didn't. 615 00:43:11,610 --> 00:43:16,890 I should have talked to you about my book before. You're not a doctor or a 616 00:43:16,890 --> 00:43:17,890 priest. 617 00:43:18,070 --> 00:43:19,070 You're a journalist. 618 00:43:20,550 --> 00:43:22,570 It's your job to tell the truth, and you did. 619 00:43:25,550 --> 00:43:26,550 Keep writing. 620 00:43:30,830 --> 00:43:33,970 Dorothy, I'd be honored if you would inscribe this for me. 621 00:43:55,240 --> 00:43:56,440 who showed me the way. 622 00:43:59,140 --> 00:44:06,020 Our friendship is like a light in the 623 00:44:06,020 --> 00:44:08,060 window on a dark night.